It's funny sometimes

It's funny sometimes how in a week you think your life has turned for the best. Thinking you might have actually found someone but by the next week it's all gone...down the drain. I wonder how and why god does this stuff. But you know why? God is just making me a stronger person. It also doesn't help that I've been having some heart issues lately. Maybe my heart is literally breaking for once. I've been waiting for this actually. I'm giving up on searching. I barely have friends (maybe like 3) but i still have my family. Everyone has that point in life where they reach rock bottom and i guess i'm getting closer to there now. But it's "wut ev."I am a strong girl and I can move on!!!!!!!!!!!!